Friday, September 13, 2013

Fears

We had a long heart to heart talk about being with our prior lovers again.  The conversation started with me sharing my discomfort that JK is distancing himself from me, which I felt was unnatural.  He said I should be distancing from him now that I am in a relationship.  He said that while I would not have to worry that he and Lissette would get back together due to how their marriage ended - her unfaithfulness, JK and I did not have a third party intrude.  He said that JK and I separated for reasons that did not concern a third party so we are probably more likely to get back together.

How do I assure him that when it's over it's over?  It has been more than 4 years ago that we visited D.C.  together.  Our love faded and our desire for intimacy waned.

The only person I love now is him.  He is my soulmate, who I trust deeply.

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